Bad foot and leg

 This foot and ankle are swollen and covered in horrible looking stuff, as seen earlier. Got tortured and entertained at the hospital, which referred me to wound care 5 hours away. The primary won't send a referral for another wound care until my appointment the day after tomorrow or I could spend frustrating hours looking for one on the insurance website and making countless, confusing phone calls after that. When I know for sure that this world is hell or worse and it just continues getting worse faster forever...

Foot photos

 I went to the hospital recently over this issue. Not much to eat that would not make me sick. Not much sleep, being woken up 20 minutes after passing out from the drugs that were kicking hard. Made a mancala set from juice cups. Met an amazing, wicked, intelligent and interesting nurse in charge of a floor overnight. I compared her with Tilda Swinton and sent a heartfelt thank you that she totally would not expect. I would say this was one of the better experiences of my life if I had not gotten sick from 1 slice of white bread the morning before I left. 1 of the most powerful for sure. I loved it even though there was so much negative content.

Talking trash

 I was just thinking about sugary fruit drinks and realized the containers are like those for beer. The high quality looks like it was made by farmers and artists. The high test looks like it's going fast.

Watching Destiny (1921) is seeing some of the worst whitewashing ever captured on film. The Chinese Asian part depicts a scholar with a scroll as an absolute fool, subhuman and jewish on top! I can tell the nationality of that actor regardless of makeup.

Thc vapes have collected on my desk. I have an array of different contents because basically selling the real deal whole thing is illegal and it has to be under a certain proof or content percentage. That is what I got of incoherence. Anyway, these are pacifiers for adults. Some of them are great, but this is one of our somas. Drug them out of resistance along with everything else. I'm really venting and typing some trash.

On a positive note, musicians and artists may get a "legendary enchanted jetpack" or temporary and hard earned escape from the madness. I turned on music and old silent films to just have something to look at, moving art. Then noticed not having to deal with a plot or the sequence of everyday events and it is what I notice making art or music. I don't have to deal with that order of events, following what is going on 100% to keep track and all that other everyday mental garbage. What are people doing?

Phone sign in

 I just used my phone to sign in here. It took about 20 minutes and ended up with 9 tabs open. I suffer for my art like a warrior has battle scars. Endless hours of layers on giant sculptures in paper mache. I made feathered wings for the last winged unicorn from pipecleaners and craft store feathers. I smash TVs and spray chemicals with no thoughts for my personal safety, only the outcome of what I'm doing. Yes, I wear that with pride.

And my groovy double keyboard setup

Idea for project

 I've had this idea recently for a larger scale, multimedia project. This is the place I see it happening easiest and where I know I can  do it. I will be using this to put up "Images and Words" (forgive reference to an album that has become part of me) and Alonetone for music. The video on this may be Youtube-esque, so that is this same account. Just whatever I think of, I'm going to post. Ideas about life and how things actually seem to work in this crazy world as well as the art, sometimes with accomanying text that is related only to that or a current series. No idea if, how much, how long, what will come of it. All I know is it is what I do and I'm going to put it out for others to see and maybe understand and appreciate my stuff. I'm going to the phone for post #1 of it, so there is something. I want it to really expand lots.